Today is a very special day. It's the birthday of someone very close to me. Someone who's always special, and will always be. And without whom I would not become who I am today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK!!

I love you love you love you!! I'm sorry life hasn't been easy for you. I will try my best to make the coming years a bed of roses for you okie mak sayang!

Alhamdulliah, everything went smoothly last week. It was heartbreaking to leave behind a house full of memories. Everywhere I turn, I still see Dad. Even when the house was empty of our belongings. God bless his soul.

Raya this year has been better then expected. I had foreseen this Raya to be sombre and relatively quiet. But thanks to all my relatives and friends who has been visiting and in turn invited us to their home, I had not time to feel sorry for myself. Every weekends, we had visitors over. and so busy were we that we did not even take photos of the hundreds of guest that came.

Maybe its a sign to tell me to move on. I have to! For mom's sake, for hubby's sake, and especially for mine.