Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Year End

And so we're here again. In the blink of an eye, 2010 has come and coming to an end.

So what happened throughout the year?

1. My kids have grown!!

Haryz Aiman is 3 years old. He has spoken more to the extent that we can't shut him up at times! He's nearly completely potty trained now. Even going without diapers at night for the past one week now. He's also put on a lot of weight. At 25kg with an appetite to eat everytime others have their meal. But I don't have the heart to reprimand lah. I speak to him at times. And I seriously believe that the weight will go as he grows older. We've placed a deposit to secure his place in My First Skool next year. The anxiety us driving me crazy!! Especially when he asks if I'll be there with him.

Khairul Iman is a terror at 14 mths. He seems to be everywhere at any one time. Climbing, crawling, dancing... And boy can he scream! It's become so common to see strangers covering their ears when this boy chooses to show
us his displeasure. But he is my precious la. Choosing always to be carried by me and then laying his head on my shoulder once I pick him after I reach home from work.

2. The Mister is completing his diploma in a couple of months. Though I don't tell him often enough, I am so darn proud of him for juggling work, studies, business and fatherhood. I know it hasn't been easy and much sleep has been sacrificed. But we're nearly there dear! Don't give up!

3. For me, this year will be memorable cos I finally made the move to take my driving license and passed on the first try!! Nt that I have any lifelong wish to be an F1 driver or whatever... Just that I seriously believe that everyone should have this knowledge in life.

Besides this, I finally made the move at work. I've been transferred to another SBU after being in CQ for the past 8 years in my life. Definitely will miss the place but I really felt there was no more prospects for me there and work was starting to feel like a chore. At least this new place offers me a new environment and I also hope new opportunities.

4. At home, the one thing that we were all hoping won't happened ... Well, it happened. I think all of us are still shell shocked. Or maybe is it just me? 7 mths down the road, I still feel like I'm just going through life motions until the one fine day where she comes back to us. I attribute all that has happened to fate and HIS way of planning what's best for us. Just pls pls God, don't make it even harder than it already is.

The next few days going to be very busy with DnDs, meetings, holiday and finally Haryz's preparation for school.

I pray that more good things will come for us in the year of 2011. And strength. And patience. And love... Mostly love. Amin.


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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Raya 2010




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Sunday, June 27, 2010

Jun 2010

I am such a lousy blogger!! Not that I've got nothing to write, bt just that I'm too LAZY to write!!

This will be my last twenty-something birthday. Yet, ask me what I have achieved in all of my 29 years, and my answer would probably be a shrug.

Yes I'm a mom of two, but I don't feel I'm a good mom. Haryz turns 3 this July and I have yet to wean him off from my breast and he is no where close to being potty trained. He's not been enrolled in a school and I suck at disciplining him.

At 8 months, Khairul alrd knows that I am someone he can bully. I feed him to sleep although this is the very thing every books on parenting tell u to not do. And dun even ask me when I will move my kids out of the king size bed which all 4 of us are currently sharing.

As a wife, I admit that I wish can be better. I am too busy with work and kids that I can see hubby feeling abandoned. But I seriously don't know hw to cope when 24 hours is all I have in a day!

And as a daughter, I wish I can provide more for my mom, who never ever asked for more. She who is satisfied with all that God gives her and takes on all our nonsense... I really hope I could have done more.

I'm getting depressed... I'm stopping here for now.

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